CHANGES

before i officially start this blog entry, let me just promote this party my friends keep bugging me about. hehe.

what: 'Baila!'
when: march 5 '05, 6:30 pm onwards
where: the edge, 1 mcckinley, the fort [or something like that]
entrance: tickets are for sale at P150 each [covers food anevrathaang. :))]

speaking of parties..

i remember being such a 'gimmickera' before. every saturday, i shouldn't be at home; i should be in rockwell, in someone's house or at a party. staying at home on a saturday would usually be a depressing day for me. depressing=i eat a lot. i eat a lot=i get FATTER. hehe. sad noh? :P

but now, i dont know.. i've learned to stay here nalang. hehe. before deciding if i should go to 'Baila!' or not, i asked a lot of people for their advice - if i should attend the gathering or not. well, with much persuasion from heaven and some of my friends, i guess i decided that i should go.

but lately i've been thinking... what happened to me? i don't hang out with michelle anna and gerone anymore. lately, i've been spending more time with kate, katee, chiara, carla and my other classmates. i rarely go to powerplant. i miss getting picture cards na. i used to hate math, but now.. heck, i'm loving it. i used to get super low grades but now, well, i guess my grades are fine. :) i think that i prefer staying at home to... *gulp* study. hehe. yep, i am officially a geek. [not that there's anything wrong with it.:)]

haay. cripes. heheeee. :))

i might see him again on saturday! hehe. he might go with me to Baila. :))

GALS CHEERING COMPETITION 2005

today was the day we all dreaded, feared and at the same time looked foreward to. the GALS competition was held today at the lsgh gym.

we left school at around quarter to 9. destination: LSGH. why so early, you ask? well, we had to check the location out for proper spacing etc. practice there was fun but it was so fricking hot in the gym since they didn't turn the aircon on just yet. i saw sam there! dang, missed that chicka. we got to talk for a while. got to see other povedans that was introduced to me before..

miko called me before the real competition started. he called to wish me luck and stuff. hehe. too bad he wasnt able to watch; he had to attend his cousin's wedding. my mom interrogated me on why he wasn't there to watch. haha. funny motherrr. :) as much as i wanted him to go, he couldn't escape a family event right? hehe. nax, family oriented rin pala 'to eh. joke. hehe. kiddddiiiing. :)

THE COMPETITION

st scho performed first, then us, then poveda, then rosehill.

st scho's performance was too plain. i mean, the dancers are good but the pep squad looked like a couple of bodyguards just observing the hardcourt members. no offense to any kulasa reading this okay? its just an observation. :)

ours in my perspective was the bomb. pep squad, according to my friends, executed the routine perfectly with some unnoticable mistakes. hardcourt did the same. for around 10 minutes of my life, i became a real cheerleader. the stereotype of a cheerleader is someone who's perky (true) and ditzy. i hate people who think that way. cheerleaders are there to pump up the audience. cheerleaders are just proud of their school and would like to share that pride to everybody else. i regret thinking about cheerleaders that way (stereotype).

poveda was really good. i watched my friend, sam castro, closely and she never screwed up. great job castro! she was angas all through out and i think that's what they really wanted to do. :) their effects were cool! specially the PLC thing.. what a classic, man. :) awesome job, 'vedans!

rosehill... hmm.. theirs seemed more like a cultural dance than a cheerleading routine. i don't know if there's really something wrong or if it's just me.. i think it's just me. hehe! :) nice one, rosehill! :D

AWARDING

2 runners up: rosehill & st scho [great job! :)]
2nd place: assumption college
1st place: poveda learning centre

i cried a lot when they announced that we were 2nd place. but even if we didn't make it to 1st place, we were already winners from the beginning. we made it this far and heck, 2nd place aint so bad!:) a trophy is just something you can make out of tin/plastic/whatever. it can never replace the feeling of a true winner deep inside and in my perspective, all four schools were real winners. come on, the fact that you make your school proud makes you a true winner.

i realized that i've found a family in the pep squad.i never really thought i'd get along with anybody there since everyone had their own groups in their respective levels. as time passed by with all the trainings that we've had, i've grown closer to some people in other batches especially the seniors. :) like what kiara said, we were able to close the gap between batches. no matter how tiring training got, it was still fun because of the people i worked with. i'm really gonna miss the seniors once they graduate. i regret not being able to get to know them before pa.. :(

this day is about to end and i'm sleeepyyyy. tired. deadbatt. ewan. lahat. hehe

AC PEP SQUAD ROCKS BABY!!! :)

KANG GUDS

he came over! he came over! he came over! 'nuff said.

hehe. okay. i admit i was pretty nervous once i found out he was serious about coming over. he had no choice but to come here anyway... my dad also wanted to meet him. :) well, i was pretty screwed up kanina since i had to do lots of stuff for pep... but i decided to set those things aside first. besides, i need time for 'myself' right? haha! i'll do the pep stuff tomorrow. :)

i took a quick shower to rinse off all my filth from training the WHOLE day. i just picked out a yellow shirt, 'capris' and slippers. as in pambahay slippers. wahahaha. anyway, there. he came at around 9 pm i think? or something like that.

i heard my 2 dogs, happy and birthday [no kidding. those are the names.], barking non-stop. i also heard the break of a car. i was nervous. i was talking to my friend pau at that time. he couldn't tell if i was happy or nervous or anxious or whatever. well, so there. i saw him and let him in. we settled on the couch but it seemed pretty awkward since our WONDERFUL MAID just HAD TO KEEP TRACK of her after-dinner telenovelas. we decided to go out first to talk about stuff...

outside, he handed me a heart-shaped box. inside, there were chocolates [you're making me fat...]. i looked at him in astonishment. i never thought he'd do such a thing. but the 'surprise' didn't end there. he also handed me a card. he told me he didn't write anything anyway so i set that aside first. we occupied two swings [actually.. SWINGLETS] and we just talked and talked and talked. after a while i saw father dear peep through his bedroom window. yipey! the time has come. haha! :)

i told him to walk with me first so that i could calm down [hehe. got gulat.] didn't know where to put the chocolates. hehe. i hid them in the water tank of our neighbor and decided to come back for it later. hello?! who would steal chocs-from-a-heart-shaped-box!? :))

i finally introduced them. well, dad seemed pretty okay with the fact that 'hes a friend' hehe. :) well, yeah.. we're just really good friends. right? hahaha! ewan ko sayo, carisa. hehe. laabbboo. i introduced him to my sister as well, who seemed quite pleased with his appearance and personality. 'wow, tall...' she said as i introduced him to her. hehe. well, we hear that from lots of people.

we had a deal before. i asked him why he ***** me and he told me he'd tell me on the 25th. well yeah, the time has come right? so i asked him again... he told me to read the card. so i did. :) the message will remain confidential [as always] but.. all i have to say is that card said it all. in a few words, it sorta defined what i felt for him. something i tried to translate to words was FINALLY written on a greeting card. haha! :)

this day was a life changing experience.:)

i **** him to bits. :P

COULDNT THINK OF A TITLE... HEHE :)

i'm so tired. i'm about to give up.. :((

my friends and i wanted to go out on the 25th since our-supposed-to-be-party 'Baila!' was cancelled. the first plan was go to rockwell [yabs, katee, carla, kate, chiara, maybe ivania if she cud go, a certain someone and i] at around 1pm. we decided to go to rockwell even though we're so sick of that place because katee and chiara wanted to go wall climbing. we would watch 'constantine' and drool over keanu reeves and maybe watch 'son of the mask' after that... if we feel like it. hehe. anyway... i'm sure you get the picture of a usual no-school day gimmick during a national holiday. hehe. :)

katee text me around 2 days ago. it was something like a bomb threat. the message said something about avoiding ROCKWELL and oakwood... well, something like that. result? katee, chiara and kate's parents changed their mind about the whole gimmick thing. but! this morning as i was watching this morning show on studio 23, their news section thing thing thing came up and it said something about the text message that i received. thank God it was good news; the military said that we could breathe easy and that we don't have to worry about a thing.

bad news naman when i got to school.. i told them about that news thing thing thing.. they told me that their parents still didn't want. okay. we had to make new plans. okay, so the new plan was: go to eastwood to hang out and watch a movie... and do whatever. besides, a certain someone lives near there so maybe we could spend more 'quality time' together. hehe. :)

lightning struck me once again when nica told us that we have training on the 25th.. cripes! from 8-5pm man! 9 hours of solid of cheerleading and polishing to perfection. how great is that? well, look at the bright side. pep's fun, don't get me wrong. i guess i'm just stressed from all the school work. grr. well, we're working this thing out for that day.. hopefully it'll push through.. oh God, please..

i'm depressed. i feel like i'm about to just... explode. my brain's drained. my body's in pain. my heart is, too. ick. hehehe. mushness. :P my eyes are slowly growing black patches underneath them. my nose... oh, my nose. i feel like i wanna rip it off... i couldn't breathe [i'm sick. :P]. oh deaarrr. i feel so bad.

i miss you, kalllllllllllbbbbbbbbbbsssssss. GRR! won't be able to sleep tonight thinking about all the bullcrap's that's been happening in my life. oh dearrr.

LOSER

sana naman makita mo na medyo sinasaktan mo nanaman ako...

INTRAMURALS 04-05

today marked the day of the HS Intrams 04-05. clapclapclap. :)

i played basketball today. dang, i miss the sport. i miss playing ball with my friends. i played in the first quarter (only. :)) for 10 whole minutes. dang. i missed the 'my-lungs-are-burning' feeling. i love getting dirty from playing basket! haha! i dont know.. lalang. just felt like sharing. well, we lost to the juniors. but who cares, right? hehe. congratulations to the juniors. freshmen, all of us did an amazing job. special mention to anikka! nax, pare, galeng! :D

at first, i was so nervous 'cause sina cariaso and pasia are playing for the juniors. they're really good in basketball. my former teammates. well, the whole game wasn't about winning anyway. it's about knowing that we did good and played well. it's about sportsmanship and friendshiiiip! right right right? hahaha. :)

we lost in volleyball, too. may mga panira daw na tao. rr. but who cares? haha. :)

well, to sum it all up, we won... NOTHING. go I-2!!! i love you guys! :D hahaha. we're such loserssssss. :D

during lunch time, i remembered that pep had last minute practice in the assumpta court. so, we, michelle gianna and i, headed there. i asked mela for the pompoms i borrowed from her. hehe. something very bad will happen to the red pompom as we go along.

we had a run-through of the whole sequence. they made a few corrections and gave last minute reminders. well, in my perspective, we did well in the run-through. i mean, for 2 weeks? dang! hehe. i can't believe we learned ALL of the actions (except for some songs) in 2 weeks! 14 days! cripes. hehehe. :)

hardcourt seemed pissed 'cause they were performing with us but 'they weren't ready' daw. well... hmm... you'll know bout our performance later. :D

corinna told us to get our shirts from michelle. well, reaction? hmm.. it was nice but wouldve been better if the design was raised a little higher. hehe. it looks like a flag! like what crissy said, "La Isla de AC". hehe. it makes you want to sing the national anthem whenever you see it! :) i got worried when i got my shirt cause i got medium eh they said it was gonna be tight daw. YIPES!!! :( but when i changed, it fit me well. shows my... um... 'curves' if ever i have any. it wasnt body hugging naman. hehe. it was just aryt. :)

we spent more of our practice time in the denyse [or however you spell it] court. ok.. remember the bad thing that happened to mela's red pompom?

nica told us we had to do the whole thing in performance level. that meant we had to exaggerate our steps, smile, be perky and cheer. so i did everything and went through it smoothly with no errors whatsoever...EXCEPT i noticed my red pompom was getting smaller and smaller and when i looked down, there was crepe paper everywhere! oh no!! i had officially killed mela's pompom. but she said it was okay, since it was just for practice. thank God stefi had an extra red pompom. it was meant to be. hehe. thanks stef and sorry mela ü

we were to perform at around 3:30 pm. we just bummed around. some of my classmates watched our routine. they said it was cool! hehe. how i wished i wouldn't screw up in the real thing.

i got to talk to my other pepmates and got to know some of them more. i later concluded that the people whom i thought were mayabang were the complete opposite of that. they were really nice and stuff. hehe. nice nice. :)

OUR PERFORMANCE

we entered and so did hardcourt. everyone was cheering for us, including ourselves. like what ms cabrera said, it's our job to spread and show the people school spirit. we should also pump up the audience so that they'd cheer for AC, too. hehe. i think we did a good job in that aspect.

our performance in my opinion was great. though some screwed up in minute, it was fine. my friends said they weren't obvious. we were really good daw and stuff. our 'effects' were cool daw. hehe. thanks guys! :)

my 2 best friends (emphasize BEST) completely ignored me after the performance.

i wanna say thanks and i love you to katee, chiara, kate, yabs, carla and my other kabarkadas from I-2. they've been really supportive of everything i do and sila na lang nakakasama ko. i'm so lucky to have you guys. i love you alllllll! :) *grouphug*

hehe. that ends my day. i'm dead batt na. hehe. im so tired. need to sleep. but i'm gonna chat with my dear friend gio first. hehe. HEY GIO!!!! :))

goodbye. :)

..btw, wala na yata akong band. saya noh?

here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are.

BLEEEGH

i had to discern before going online to check out some blogs and to update my own as well. i have to make this a very interesting entry.

well, there's nothing interesting here. hehe. labo. :)

we're already performing for tomorrow [intrams]. please pray for the successful outcome of the performance and [hopefully] that we gain more support from the school and the students. [how pleasantville-ish.]

we're getting our pep shirts [uniforms...] tomorrow morning. they're quite pricey and even if you consider the fact that we had it rushed, it still cost too much. it's 425bux for one shirt. ONE SHIRT. cripes. oh well. no choice but to pay anyway. hehe.

hmm.. so what happened today:

-MME day. no formal lessons. yay!
-played the canonization for mme prayer to the tune of 'jeepney' by spongecola. really nice. :D
-training
-talked with this person [lets call him mamon.. hehe! :0) i like calling him that..cause of his cheeeks.]

mamon called to check if i was alright. last night, i sent a text message to him last night...

me: 'i cn jst colaps ne minute nw..' [refers to how weak i felt after what happened in the past few weeks]

i was really tired and fell asleep while waiting for his reply. hehe. sorry mamon. :D i fell asleep at around 7:30 pm and woke up around 11:00 pm to check my phone. 2 missed calls and 3 messages. oh no.. :( they were all from hiiim. hehe. he just wanted to check up on me and stuff and i wasnt able to reply na... hence the message i got this afternoon..

mamon: 'hey, whts hppning to u? m worried.. =c"

hehe. felt kilig when i got that message. he spends some time worrying about me pala? so unlikely of him. i've known him for 2 years now and now lang he's been like that towards me. yeheyyy! :D hes changiiiing! :P anyway, yeah.. so we talked for around 2 hours...i think. hehe. :) one of the best conversations EVER. :)

goodnight. i'll be dreaming of you.