as the blue moon falls down.. namatay lahat ng tao. x)

CHANGES

2005-03-02T00:46:00.000-08:00

before i officially start this blog entry, let me just promote this party my friends keep bugging me about. hehe.

what: 'Baila!'
when: march 5 '05, 6:30 pm onwards
where: the edge, 1 mcckinley, the fort [or something like that]
entrance: tickets are for sale at P150 each [covers food anevrathaang. :))]

speaking of parties..

i remember being such a 'gimmickera' before. every saturday, i shouldn't be at home; i should be in rockwell, in someone's house or at a party. staying at home on a saturday would usually be a depressing day for me. depressing=i eat a lot. i eat a lot=i get FATTER. hehe. sad noh? :P

but now, i dont know.. i've learned to stay here nalang. hehe. before deciding if i should go to 'Baila!' or not, i asked a lot of people for their advice - if i should attend the gathering or not. well, with much persuasion from heaven and some of my friends, i guess i decided that i should go.

but lately i've been thinking... what happened to me? i don't hang out with michelle anna and gerone anymore. lately, i've been spending more time with kate, katee, chiara, carla and my other classmates. i rarely go to powerplant. i miss getting picture cards na. i used to hate math, but now.. heck, i'm loving it. i used to get super low grades but now, well, i guess my grades are fine. :) i think that i prefer staying at home to... *gulp* study. hehe. yep, i am officially a geek. [not that there's anything wrong with it.:)]

haay. cripes. heheeee. :))

i might see him again on saturday! hehe. he might go with me to Baila. :))

GALS CHEERING COMPETITION 2005

2005-02-27T03:41:00.000-08:00

today was the day we all dreaded, feared and at the same time looked foreward to. the GALS competition was held today at the lsgh gym.

we left school at around quarter to 9. destination: LSGH. why so early, you ask? well, we had to check the location out for proper spacing etc. practice there was fun but it was so fricking hot in the gym since they didn't turn the aircon on just yet. i saw sam there! dang, missed that chicka. we got to talk for a while. got to see other povedans that was introduced to me before..

miko called me before the real competition started. he called to wish me luck and stuff. hehe. too bad he wasnt able to watch; he had to attend his cousin's wedding. my mom interrogated me on why he wasn't there to watch. haha. funny motherrr. :) as much as i wanted him to go, he couldn't escape a family event right? hehe. nax, family oriented rin pala 'to eh. joke. hehe. kiddddiiiing. :)

THE COMPETITION

st scho performed first, then us, then poveda, then rosehill.

st scho's performance was too plain. i mean, the dancers are good but the pep squad looked like a couple of bodyguards just observing the hardcourt members. no offense to any kulasa reading this okay? its just an observation. :)

ours in my perspective was the bomb. pep squad, according to my friends, executed the routine perfectly with some unnoticable mistakes. hardcourt did the same. for around 10 minutes of my life, i became a real cheerleader. the stereotype of a cheerleader is someone who's perky (true) and ditzy. i hate people who think that way. cheerleaders are there to pump up the audience. cheerleaders are just proud of their school and would like to share that pride to everybody else. i regret thinking about cheerleaders that way (stereotype).

poveda was really good. i watched my friend, sam castro, closely and she never screwed up. great job castro! she was angas all through out and i think that's what they really wanted to do. :) their effects were cool! specially the PLC thing.. what a classic, man. :) awesome job, 'vedans!

rosehill... hmm.. theirs seemed more like a cultural dance than a cheerleading routine. i don't know if there's really something wrong or if it's just me.. i think it's just me. hehe! :) nice one, rosehill! :D

AWARDING

2 runners up: rosehill & st scho [great job! :)]
2nd place: assumption college
1st place: poveda learning centre

i cried a lot when they announced that we were 2nd place. but even if we didn't make it to 1st place, we were already winners from the beginning. we made it this far and heck, 2nd place aint so bad!:) a trophy is just something you can make out of tin/plastic/whatever. it can never replace the feeling of a true winner deep inside and in my perspective, all four schools were real winners. come on, the fact that you make your school proud makes you a true winner.

i realized that i've found a family in the pep squad.i never really thought i'd get along with anybody there since everyone had their own groups in their respective levels. as time passed by with all the trainings that we've had, i've grown closer to some people in other batches especially the seniors. :) like what kiara said, we were able to close the gap between batches. no matter how tiring training got, it was still fun because of the people i worked with. i'm really gonna miss the seniors once they graduate. i regret not being able to get to know them before pa.. :(

this day is about to end and i'm sleeepyyyy. tired. deadbatt. ewan. lahat. hehe

AC PEP SQUAD ROCKS BABY!!! :)

KANG GUDS

2005-02-25T08:14:00.000-08:00

he came over! he came over! he came over! 'nuff said.

hehe. okay. i admit i was pretty nervous once i found out he was serious about coming over. he had no choice but to come here anyway... my dad also wanted to meet him. :) well, i was pretty screwed up kanina since i had to do lots of stuff for pep... but i decided to set those things aside first. besides, i need time for 'myself' right? haha! i'll do the pep stuff tomorrow. :)

i took a quick shower to rinse off all my filth from training the WHOLE day. i just picked out a yellow shirt, 'capris' and slippers. as in pambahay slippers. wahahaha. anyway, there. he came at around 9 pm i think? or something like that.

i heard my 2 dogs, happy and birthday [no kidding. those are the names.], barking non-stop. i also heard the break of a car. i was nervous. i was talking to my friend pau at that time. he couldn't tell if i was happy or nervous or anxious or whatever. well, so there. i saw him and let him in. we settled on the couch but it seemed pretty awkward since our WONDERFUL MAID just HAD TO KEEP TRACK of her after-dinner telenovelas. we decided to go out first to talk about stuff...

outside, he handed me a heart-shaped box. inside, there were chocolates [you're making me fat...]. i looked at him in astonishment. i never thought he'd do such a thing. but the 'surprise' didn't end there. he also handed me a card. he told me he didn't write anything anyway so i set that aside first. we occupied two swings [actually.. SWINGLETS] and we just talked and talked and talked. after a while i saw father dear peep through his bedroom window. yipey! the time has come. haha! :)

i told him to walk with me first so that i could calm down [hehe. got gulat.] didn't know where to put the chocolates. hehe. i hid them in the water tank of our neighbor and decided to come back for it later. hello?! who would steal chocs-from-a-heart-shaped-box!? :))

i finally introduced them. well, dad seemed pretty okay with the fact that 'hes a friend' hehe. :) well, yeah.. we're just really good friends. right? hahaha! ewan ko sayo, carisa. hehe. laabbboo. i introduced him to my sister as well, who seemed quite pleased with his appearance and personality. 'wow, tall...' she said as i introduced him to her. hehe. well, we hear that from lots of people.

we had a deal before. i asked him why he ***** me and he told me he'd tell me on the 25th. well yeah, the time has come right? so i asked him again... he told me to read the card. so i did. :) the message will remain confidential [as always] but.. all i have to say is that card said it all. in a few words, it sorta defined what i felt for him. something i tried to translate to words was FINALLY written on a greeting card. haha! :)

this day was a life changing experience.:)

i **** him to bits. :P

COULDNT THINK OF A TITLE... HEHE :)

2005-02-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

i'm so tired. i'm about to give up.. :((

my friends and i wanted to go out on the 25th since our-supposed-to-be-party 'Baila!' was cancelled. the first plan was go to rockwell [yabs, katee, carla, kate, chiara, maybe ivania if she cud go, a certain someone and i] at around 1pm. we decided to go to rockwell even though we're so sick of that place because katee and chiara wanted to go wall climbing. we would watch 'constantine' and drool over keanu reeves and maybe watch 'son of the mask' after that... if we feel like it. hehe. anyway... i'm sure you get the picture of a usual no-school day gimmick during a national holiday. hehe. :)

katee text me around 2 days ago. it was something like a bomb threat. the message said something about avoiding ROCKWELL and oakwood... well, something like that. result? katee, chiara and kate's parents changed their mind about the whole gimmick thing. but! this morning as i was watching this morning show on studio 23, their news section thing thing thing came up and it said something about the text message that i received. thank God it was good news; the military said that we could breathe easy and that we don't have to worry about a thing.

bad news naman when i got to school.. i told them about that news thing thing thing.. they told me that their parents still didn't want. okay. we had to make new plans. okay, so the new plan was: go to eastwood to hang out and watch a movie... and do whatever. besides, a certain someone lives near there so maybe we could spend more 'quality time' together. hehe. :)

lightning struck me once again when nica told us that we have training on the 25th.. cripes! from 8-5pm man! 9 hours of solid of cheerleading and polishing to perfection. how great is that? well, look at the bright side. pep's fun, don't get me wrong. i guess i'm just stressed from all the school work. grr. well, we're working this thing out for that day.. hopefully it'll push through.. oh God, please..

i'm depressed. i feel like i'm about to just... explode. my brain's drained. my body's in pain. my heart is, too. ick. hehehe. mushness. :P my eyes are slowly growing black patches underneath them. my nose... oh, my nose. i feel like i wanna rip it off... i couldn't breathe [i'm sick. :P]. oh deaarrr. i feel so bad.

i miss you, kalllllllllllbbbbbbbbbbsssssss. GRR! won't be able to sleep tonight thinking about all the bullcrap's that's been happening in my life. oh dearrr.

LOSER

2005-02-19T05:48:00.000-08:00

sana naman makita mo na medyo sinasaktan mo nanaman ako...

INTRAMURALS 04-05

2005-02-18T01:32:00.000-08:00

today marked the day of the HS Intrams 04-05. clapclapclap. :)

i played basketball today. dang, i miss the sport. i miss playing ball with my friends. i played in the first quarter (only. :)) for 10 whole minutes. dang. i missed the 'my-lungs-are-burning' feeling. i love getting dirty from playing basket! haha! i dont know.. lalang. just felt like sharing. well, we lost to the juniors. but who cares, right? hehe. congratulations to the juniors. freshmen, all of us did an amazing job. special mention to anikka! nax, pare, galeng! :D

at first, i was so nervous 'cause sina cariaso and pasia are playing for the juniors. they're really good in basketball. my former teammates. well, the whole game wasn't about winning anyway. it's about knowing that we did good and played well. it's about sportsmanship and friendshiiiip! right right right? hahaha. :)

we lost in volleyball, too. may mga panira daw na tao. rr. but who cares? haha. :)

well, to sum it all up, we won... NOTHING. go I-2!!! i love you guys! :D hahaha. we're such loserssssss. :D

during lunch time, i remembered that pep had last minute practice in the assumpta court. so, we, michelle gianna and i, headed there. i asked mela for the pompoms i borrowed from her. hehe. something very bad will happen to the red pompom as we go along.

we had a run-through of the whole sequence. they made a few corrections and gave last minute reminders. well, in my perspective, we did well in the run-through. i mean, for 2 weeks? dang! hehe. i can't believe we learned ALL of the actions (except for some songs) in 2 weeks! 14 days! cripes. hehehe. :)

hardcourt seemed pissed 'cause they were performing with us but 'they weren't ready' daw. well... hmm... you'll know bout our performance later. :D

corinna told us to get our shirts from michelle. well, reaction? hmm.. it was nice but wouldve been better if the design was raised a little higher. hehe. it looks like a flag! like what crissy said, "La Isla de AC". hehe. it makes you want to sing the national anthem whenever you see it! :) i got worried when i got my shirt cause i got medium eh they said it was gonna be tight daw. YIPES!!! :( but when i changed, it fit me well. shows my... um... 'curves' if ever i have any. it wasnt body hugging naman. hehe. it was just aryt. :)

we spent more of our practice time in the denyse [or however you spell it] court. ok.. remember the bad thing that happened to mela's red pompom?

nica told us we had to do the whole thing in performance level. that meant we had to exaggerate our steps, smile, be perky and cheer. so i did everything and went through it smoothly with no errors whatsoever...EXCEPT i noticed my red pompom was getting smaller and smaller and when i looked down, there was crepe paper everywhere! oh no!! i had officially killed mela's pompom. but she said it was okay, since it was just for practice. thank God stefi had an extra red pompom. it was meant to be. hehe. thanks stef and sorry mela ü

we were to perform at around 3:30 pm. we just bummed around. some of my classmates watched our routine. they said it was cool! hehe. how i wished i wouldn't screw up in the real thing.

i got to talk to my other pepmates and got to know some of them more. i later concluded that the people whom i thought were mayabang were the complete opposite of that. they were really nice and stuff. hehe. nice nice. :)

OUR PERFORMANCE

we entered and so did hardcourt. everyone was cheering for us, including ourselves. like what ms cabrera said, it's our job to spread and show the people school spirit. we should also pump up the audience so that they'd cheer for AC, too. hehe. i think we did a good job in that aspect.

our performance in my opinion was great. though some screwed up in minute, it was fine. my friends said they weren't obvious. we were really good daw and stuff. our 'effects' were cool daw. hehe. thanks guys! :)

my 2 best friends (emphasize BEST) completely ignored me after the performance.

i wanna say thanks and i love you to katee, chiara, kate, yabs, carla and my other kabarkadas from I-2. they've been really supportive of everything i do and sila na lang nakakasama ko. i'm so lucky to have you guys. i love you alllllll! :) *grouphug*

hehe. that ends my day. i'm dead batt na. hehe. im so tired. need to sleep. but i'm gonna chat with my dear friend gio first. hehe. HEY GIO!!!! :))

goodbye. :)

..btw, wala na yata akong band. saya noh?

here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are.

BLEEEGH

2005-02-17T05:57:00.000-08:00

i had to discern before going online to check out some blogs and to update my own as well. i have to make this a very interesting entry.

well, there's nothing interesting here. hehe. labo. :)

we're already performing for tomorrow [intrams]. please pray for the successful outcome of the performance and [hopefully] that we gain more support from the school and the students. [how pleasantville-ish.]

we're getting our pep shirts [uniforms...] tomorrow morning. they're quite pricey and even if you consider the fact that we had it rushed, it still cost too much. it's 425bux for one shirt. ONE SHIRT. cripes. oh well. no choice but to pay anyway. hehe.

hmm.. so what happened today:

-MME day. no formal lessons. yay!
-played the canonization for mme prayer to the tune of 'jeepney' by spongecola. really nice. :D
-training
-talked with this person [lets call him mamon.. hehe! :0) i like calling him that..cause of his cheeeks.]

mamon called to check if i was alright. last night, i sent a text message to him last night...

me: 'i cn jst colaps ne minute nw..' [refers to how weak i felt after what happened in the past few weeks]

i was really tired and fell asleep while waiting for his reply. hehe. sorry mamon. :D i fell asleep at around 7:30 pm and woke up around 11:00 pm to check my phone. 2 missed calls and 3 messages. oh no.. :( they were all from hiiim. hehe. he just wanted to check up on me and stuff and i wasnt able to reply na... hence the message i got this afternoon..

mamon: 'hey, whts hppning to u? m worried.. =c"

hehe. felt kilig when i got that message. he spends some time worrying about me pala? so unlikely of him. i've known him for 2 years now and now lang he's been like that towards me. yeheyyy! :D hes changiiiing! :P anyway, yeah.. so we talked for around 2 hours...i think. hehe. :) one of the best conversations EVER. :)

goodnight. i'll be dreaming of you.

-_-

2005-02-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

yesterday is a wrinkle on the forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes
this is your life..

'di ko na kayang mabuhay sa kahapon..
kaya mula ngayon..

whoa. these songs are related. cool! hehe. this is your life by switchfoot and kwarto by sugarfree. hehe. i just finished my grammar paper - the first draft of my research paper. hehe. cool. i'm tired. we learned new (...complicated but nice ü) steps for pep today. we're performing on friday (intrams). wish us luuuuck. oh yeah, we're also competing in the GALS thing. watch that, too. it's gonna be on the 27th in the LSGH gym. i think. hehe basta watch. different schools are competing. :D

i'm sleepy. lowbat. lahat na. good night. :)

PARTY

2005-02-12T20:38:00.000-08:00

last night, my friends and i had a blast at ange's birthday party. thank you, ange. :)

i was having second thoughts about going. but oh well, i ended up going anyway. :) i came in a very unformal attire: beachy brown spags, worn out jeans and black flipflops. the first thing i saw at the entrance of cats disco was a poster of athanasia [one kicka** freshman band :)] and loads of balloons. my mom brought me to the registration thing. the girl made me sign this index card. she told me to put a brief description of my outfit and its designers. crap. haha! i put the lamest thing:

description of outfit: spags, jeans, flipflops
designer: ...red lane, people are people, nothing but water

HAHAHAHA!!! lame.

anyway, the girl led me downstairs where the real party was. the first people i saw were sina louisa, lexi, fidge, geri and cat. greet greet, beso beso. then i saw my beloved classmates and hung out with them for a while. i later saw anna and she made me kwento about.. er.. stuff. anyway, michelle and gerone arrived minutes after i did. yey! quality time with my barkada!

the host announced something that somehow surprised me:

"let's give a big round of applause to the girl who will sing 2 songs solo. let's call up anna on the stage."

i was... well, surprised. she didn't mention anything about performing. so while she was singing up there, i stayed with gerone and michelle by the bar. we were just watching her there and making kwento about stuff. we haven't been talking kasi. we were surprised when anna suddenly said:

"let me call on the 3 people by the bar to please perform with me on stage."

so we were like... well, at first a bit hesitant to go but thanks to people who were pushing us, we eventually agreed and performed with her onstage. first, we performed our own rendition of 'suntok sa buwan' by sessionroad, the one we performed in the AC fair. then, we did 'sway' by bic runga. we performed it in +bea liwanag's 17th birthday party. well, i hope the people who watched liked it. :)

after that, people were called to ramp on stage. my friends kat, fiji, arie and i were planning on how we'd ramp our 'outfits'. i planned to do it while walking backwards. haha.

well, not much happened after that. there was some kind of commotion between 2 people in my barkada. ...well, that's always expected in a party. hmmph. :(

some people were dancing na and stuff. my friends and i were just making kwento by the side. leo, an atenean, later approached me. "do you want me to kick the a** of the guy who hit you with a milo bar in the fair?" haha. how nice. well, yeah. actually, i do. :) thanks, leo! hehe.

while that was happening, there was a game going on. whoever could eat 5 fishballs the fastest wins. i think gerone won... im not really sure. well, if ever she did, that wouldn't surprise me. hehe. go, gerone!

nothing much happened after that.. again. we were all just fooling around until i heard my name on the speakers. "..monica ruiz, carrie cruz.." grrr. it was our time to ramp. thank goodness i was with sina saralou, ivania, mons, boofy and tets. hehe. we all wanted to ramp with each other anyway.

tets did a good job in her punky outfit. she was so cute! :) well, while some people were strutting their stuff, i finally told saralou about this certain person and i and what happened friday night. she was pretty happy for me, i guess.ü hehe. she forced me to tell her all the details etc. so i did. hehe. happiness. :)

"top coming from red lane, jeans from people are people and slippers from nothing but water, lets give it up for carrie cruz!"

freak. it was my turn. as i was walking, my friends were cheering for me. when i came upon the middle of the stage, i turned my back on the audience and started walking backwards. it was kinda cool. can't wait for the pictures they took of us. haha! :)

after that, more and more people started ramp modeling. then athanasia performed. THEY ARE SOO COOL. i have to say, they're one of Back of the Bus' idols. :D i love franny's kuya's guitar!!! AAAAAHHHHHHH! i need a fender... now.

tim yap, raya mananquil and this other model guy came. haha. ally was psyched to see tim yap. gerone doesn't know who he is. she also doesnt know what a socialite is. ayayay...

i danced with them on the ramp thingy. haha. and on the dance floor. :D

the night went on and the people were just dancing. the time came for us to leave. michelle's dad was already there. :)

aww. wee. what a fun night. :D

...oh yeah, 'Baila!''s cancelled daw. not sure. hehe. yey. my friends and i already made plans eh. gonna introduce them to a certain someone and we're all gonna watch a movie. woohoo! gimmick. :)

.seven Ü

HEHE

2005-02-11T22:18:00.000-08:00

i'm happy. i'm very very happy. :)

first of all, i decided to switch off my "anti-social" mode today. instead of just bumming around here, i decided that i should go to ange's party in cats disco, new world. my friends are gonna go and i haven't spent time with them ever since...wait, i dont know when. well anyway, you get the picture. i shall spend my saturday night dancing and eating. yahoo. :)

since you have to be fashionista-ish in that party, i decided to ditch the shirt-jeans-chucks get-up. tonight, im wearing brown spags, well, jeans, and flipflops. beachy. HAHAH :) it's ange's birthday!! wahoo! :) happy happy birthday, ange de la cruz! :D

well besides that...

as my friends in y!m have noticed, my status is always "it's official... once again. Ü" hmm.. i guess for people who are literature-wise, i guess they kinda get the implied story on that. haha! :) naks, i'm applying sir's lessons in my blog! yey for me! :)

iiiiiiiit's official, ladies and gents. how happy can i get? hmm.. haha. let me think about that first. words aren't enough to explain this... feeling. haha. i just hope this flame wouldn't stop growing. :)

well.. what's there to write about? i'm chatting with my friend, marts, right now while listening to sounds by spongecola [specifically partisan]. hehe. i can't believe i'm missing the LSGH concert! i hate this. mayonnaise is playing.. and so is bamboo. :( oh well.. at least sugarfree wouldn't be there. hah, im so mean. people are starting to like sugarfree. they're everywhere! how i miss the days when...

friend: who's your favorite band?
carisa: sugarfree!
friend: who are they? local or foreign?

grrrr. same goes with dashboard confessional. ever since this radio station played 'hands down', everyone knew about them na. how i love it when i like things people don't like/know about. guess it's just my way of being... different. :)

i honestly don't know what i'm typing right now. sorry for the people who are getting confused. hehe. :)

FEELING SHAKESPEARE

2005-02-11T01:05:00.000-08:00

i'm sick. i was absent from school today. i feel crappy 'cause we had oral defense this afternoon and i wasn't there. im sorry for being sick, chiara and ivania. :(

anyway, all my time at home was spent by just...

-copying songs from cds to my computer
-making poems [i made 2 today :)]
-listening to the sweetest songs in the world [songs from One Tree Hill]
-watching the movie 'Thirteen'
-sleeping

i listened closely to the cds i havent listened to in a long time. i regret not taking time to listen to them because actually, i could relate to most of the songs. there's this one particular song from the OST of One Tree Hill. i'm not sure about the title because i just had it burned. i love it. it somehow explains how love can grow from the simplest things. it shows how unsuperficial love can get. it mixes this feeling inside you...i dont know, but it feels funny...in a good way. :) check out the lyrics:

you say hello
inside i'm screaming 'i love you'
you say good night
in my mind i'm sleeping next to you
you drive awayfrom a car crash of a heart
and i dont know

[cho]but you gave me the best mixed tape i have
and even all the bad/sad songs aint so bad/sad
i just wish there's so/there was much more than that
about me in you

you talk to him
and it burns me like the sun
you talk to hery
ou say that you feel like he's the one
i talk to mebut you cant hear the pain i feel
you dont know cause

[cho]
dont turn around and say by getting it[?]
it crushes my head when you call me your friend
im not the same person from back in the day
at the back of the class that you thought was gay
you know i cant find the words cause im lost in the minute[?]
it fell out my mouth
so give me your lips and just let me kiss it lets get messed up and lose it
blahblah

haha. i like the gay thing. it's cute :)) but you guys should really listen to it. crap, i just dont know the title. i love that song from now on.. wee! :D

okay.. moving on to my poems. i'm only gonna share the one i like better here. hehe.

"insanity"

im hiding in my loneliness
afraid to admit to myself that i'm still unhappy
wearing the mask that will surely fool everyone around me
they think i'm okay, i'm doing fine.

im hiding in my sadness
afraid to admit to myself that you're hard to get over
hanging on to a false hope that it'd still be us in the end
i hope i'm okay, i'm doing fine.

im hiding in my tears
afraid to admit to myself that these won't stop flowing
scared of being alone forever
will i ever be okay? will i be fine?

im hiding in my pain
afraid to admit to myself that i wont smile again like i used to
wondering if this feeling will ever end
i dont think im okay
i wont be fine
im hiding in my pain
my love for you is just driving me insane.

my friends will surely laugh once they see this entry. they know that i'm VERY BAD with words and that i don't really get mushy. i dont know. am i inspired? or just bored? haha! :) labo. hehe. i dont feel good. :( i feel like my arms and my legs are about to disconnect from my body. ack! my body's in pain and THAT sucks. i can barely stand up straight. i have to lean on either side of my legs to keep my balance. haha! sad.

A FEW UPDATES

2005-02-09T04:24:00.000-08:00

wahoo. what a very tiring week.

last thursday, pep started training for the intrams. every week, excluding tuesday, we go to training at around 3:30 to 4 until 6. during tuesdays, we get dismissed at 5. so this is what happened:

thursday: they taught us some new steps and dances. polishing.

friday: wasn't able to attend for i had no transpo after 5. and i had to go to carla's surprise thing. :(

monday: we learned the actions to "Rock You" and practiced in the Assumpta Court. it's cool with the music.:) found out that we were performing for the grade school intrams on wednesday. kinda panicked but later on cooled down.

tuesday: polishing. got sunburn again! cris/chris made us stay under the sun because she could hear us from the Courtyard to the stairs. aiaiai! :( learned from michelle at around 9pm that we needed pompoms. YIPES. i text mela and worry all night about it. she didn't reply kasi.

wednesday: got relieved cause i found out mela brought her pompoms for me [i love you, coconuttee!]. performed at the gs intrams, which was kinda bad but no one really cared. we had fun anyway! :) it doesnt matter how good or how bad it was. WE HAD FUN :) nica, my sister's really good friend, trained us today. wahoo. we learned A LOT of steps today. we practiced "Lose My Breath". it was so cool! and the Minute thing. and the Canon or something like that. it was really cool though we need more time to practice.

actually the main purpose of all our trainings is because we're performing on the 18th for the hs intrams. hmm, i wonder how we'll do... i'm pretty nervous actually. but kanina, when we performed for grade school, when you're in the middle of the people na, you'll get all perky and psyched! the people were very supportive and they cheer for you nonstop. though we didnt perform that long, it was okay...for the first performance. go pep! :)

i just found out recently that we were joining the GALS competition scheduled for Feb. 27, a Sunday in LSGH. cool. hehe. i just hope that someone from LSGH wont watch. ACK! :( hehe. as of now, my hands are still red from mela's pompoms and the soles of my feet hurt from standing up for nearly 2 hours. ack. ack. ack.

i just realized that... summer's coming soon! chiara, kate, katee, yabs, myself and the others will spend lotsa quality time together. that rocks! i love my class barkada. they make me feel whole. i love you guys! :) stay together kay? Pact of CRV ni kate! :)

ara burned me 2 cds: Green Day album and the One Tree Hill soundtrack. i lvoe Green Day now! they're like a punk rock version of Dashboard Confessional. they're so...nice. listen to the lyrics. if you listen closely, you'd conclude that "American Idiot" is very similar to the message of "Talk shows on mute" by Incubus. astig! :) haha. got that info from my sister [thank you, ate].

i just finished my science paper. raaaah. haha :)

PAGOD NA KO

2005-02-04T17:04:00.000-08:00

well, around 2 days ago, my friend katee called me up. she said that we were gonna throw a surprise party for carla [who is leaving for vancouver in june] on friday at her lola's house in new manila. well, since i didn't want to miss this and i wanted to have fun, i decided to go.

so the plan was laid out perfectly: after clubs, chiara and kate would go to kate's house in sanlo, nikkiyabs and katee would go together, and the others would go to the place to fix up. michelle and i had pep training so we planned to hitch with ivania, who had practice with chorale.

well, our plan backfired when michelle and i decided to just go with kate and chiara instead. we walked to kate's house so that we could already go with them. chiara, kate and michelle changed into their civillian clothes and i was left wearing MY UNIFORM. we went to glorietta at around 5pm because they wanted to buy a cake for carla. michelle kept on talking about getting teazers at that time but i would always hesitate to go with her. when we got to red ribbon, they kept asking me "if u were carla wat cake would u want?" i said "chocolate mouuuusse!" since it's my favorite. that time, michelle STILL kept on bugging me about getting a drink. i spotted Big Chill right beside red ribbon so i suggested that i should just go with her there. the three kept exchanging funny looks. i wonder why [you'll know why later].

FLAAAAAAAAAAAASH FORWARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRD...

we have been waiting for around 45 minutes in the glorietta 4 lobby and kate's driver is no where in sight. we were beginning to worry now, since it was already 6:15 and the party would start at 7:30. FINALLY! her driver came. as we got to EDSA, we thanked the Lord for the moving traffic. we got to new manila at around 7:15 [thank you, God!]. carla wasn't there yet so... that was a good sign. madel, regina, pat v., louisa, bea, lissan, nikkiyabs and katee were already there. oh, carla's sister too. they told us to outline our hands on this cartolina and write a msg for carla inside the hand. while i was writing my note, i slowly felt the urge to cry a bit. i just couldn't imagine life without her... she's always been there for me, dude. she's my seatmate, my tutor, my sister, my twin [we have the same bday]. sigh...

minutes after we arrived, biboy came. i kept calling him baboy for some reason! haha! and minutes after that, CARLA'S CAR WAS OUTSIDE. so we all hid in our respective hiding places... and she comes out of the car...

SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :))

she looks at all of us in shock, puts her hands over her mouth and smiles. i love it when she smiles! she's so cute! :) we all gave her tight hugs and it was obvious that she was holding back her tears. after that, everyone just ate and relaxed. some played games, some just stayed in the terrace thing but... kate, chiara, me, yabs and katee kept taking pictures! :D we're so vain, you know. different poses in different angles in different places in different positions! whoa. no. haha :P

there was one part in the party that really made me cry. all of us had to write a letter for carla in a white balloon. katee's was really nice. truly showed how much she'll miss her and stuff. i just jotted down things that i felt.. then i started crying. then chiara started crying. it was all so weird. then minutes later, we just looked at each other and laughed, dude! i mean LAUGH! haha! :) as if nothing happened!

around that time, we just made kwentuhan with sina miguel and biboy. chiara, ivania, katee, kate, yabs and i were just there to keep the boys company. we told stories about our parents, classmates, 1-D boys... haha! :) it was fun catching up with both of them...

12mn, we had to leave. we hugged carla so tight and we told her we had fun and that we love her so much. she said that she loves us too and stuff. so we went to kate's car and took one last picture. gosh, i felt like sleeping in kate's car but no, we just all made kwento about our barkada; about how we ditch our other barkadas to be with each other. well, it's easier because all my kabarkadas are from one section and i feel left out whenever i'm with them because we're from different classes. we all promised each other that we'd stay together all throughout high school...maybe even after high school.

kate dropped me off and when i got home, I CHANGED, BRUSHED MY TEETH AND SLEPT.

and now i just woke up. i'm tired. :)

this made me realize that i go out too often.. every weekend, i'm always not home. first, the party with the oboys. next, powerplant with incredibles. then ateneo fair. then rockwell with "a friend". :)) then this. this happens on a weekly basis. saddd. i dont think im going to ange's party next saturday. i just wanna sleep. i'll just wait for freshnight. haha! ...even though we're ditching it. HAHAHA. :D

THESE ARE THE DAYS THAT I LIVE FOR

2005-01-29T17:21:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY

went to the ateneo fair. had fun riding the octopus and the ferris wheel. got to hang out with o-boys [yey!]. almost got into a fight with my friend's ex. saw people i needed to see. had wholesome fun. went home around 11:30. :)

SATURDAY

oh, eternal bliss. :)

this is what i live for. :)

NO TIME FOR ANYTHING

2005-01-23T01:26:00.000-08:00

as everyone has noticed(if ever anyone actually reads my blog), i haven't blogged since...idontknowwhen. haha! :) sad, huh? well.. not much has happened..

i got my report card the week after my parents were supposed to get it. haha. well, my grades are okay...except for grammar. she gave me an 81 and i got an 87 last term. i dont know what her basis was for that low grade. she lost my outline. she "cant find it". i talked to my dad about it and he got pretty annoyed. well, it IS unfair. i made that outline [even my classmate saw me doing it] and she LOST it. my dad wants to talk to her, but i'm scared things will get awkward with her after. i mean, i like her as a teacher. she just has to be...more lively. but...yeah. hello? 87 to 81? thats sad!

i love filipino. i love mrs. yenko. 1st term, i got a 93. this term, she gave me a 92. yaaay! i mean, my scores weren't that high in the exams and quizzes but she still gave me that grade. she rocks. my science and social went up. math went down by 2 from 84-82. lit went down by 1. i got O in PE! sir rocks! aha! i got S in computer, i think. not sure. hehe. :)

well, this is a great way to start the year, dont you think? :)

school, for the past week, has been nothing but a huge burden on my shoulder. wednesday was...stressful. we had 4 consecutive quizzes that day in 4 major subjects. you could just imagine how drained our brains were after all those quizzes. sad. thursday was...okay. we had art instead of pe. i have talent! kidding! :) chiara made a beautiful butterfly...HAHA! to think that chiara made it! kidding, chiara! :D love ya! haha! friday was just...bad. i'm referring to sci lab. i got scolded at twice. one by a teacher of high position and another by our sci lab teacher. we were even sent out! i dont know why. we weren't loud at all. besides, she DID say that we could do anything after our research. after we follow her instruction, she'll send us out? bleak.

oh well. i have nothing against my teachers. i'm just not used to their rules etc.

we went out yesterday - me, katee, yabs, fiji, chiara, anj, carla, kate. we all went to rockwell to see a movie. Meet the Fockers. haha! good movie. worth it. :) we saw A LOT of people. well, i know i did. first i saw mica ocampo with her boyfriend. said hi to her. then i see javi from 1-D. said hi to him. then we saw bea osmena. and i saw amanda!!! omg, i missed that chick. yabs saw louisa. oh well, lets not dwell on that. we saw sina coki, mart, kat, mela and their friend anton from 1-I. we saw ace from 1-O. HAHA! anj was so red! i mean, i never really thought i'd see an O boy in rockwell. anyway, then we saw tina alcantara. she's from CSA now. hehe. missed her. tsk. while we were lining up for our tickets, i saw a familiar face in a crowd near the movie posters. CRAP. it was G. i've been avoiding him for quite some time now and i dont know why. could it be that i've fallen out of love for him? or do i just want to stay friends with him? or do i want him out of my life? don't ask me. i have no idea. [labo. :))]

my friends were so obvious. they kept asking "which one is he???" and they'd keep passing by him and paulo to check him out. hahaha! sounds bad, i know. i felt kinda bad when i saw him. he looked...sad. kidding. i don't know. hehe. well, there. we watched a movie. chiara was so loud! she kept on laughing, man! oh yeah, we saw jamby madrigal. HAHAHA!!! lalang. when do you find a senator in powerplant watching a movie such as MTF right? :) hahahaha.

G texts me while i was watching the movie. he was telling me he wanted to talk for a while. he was waiting outside the cinema. crap. so there, i went out. hmm.. yeah. we talked for A BIT [which seemed like forever, mind you] and i thanked the heavens when fiji came out. she needed to use the restroom. my plan was to go with fiji back to the moviehouse when she's done doing her thing. THANK YOU FIJI. :)

hmm.. i met anj's parents. now i know why she's so proper. her parents are so nice. they were even inviting us to dine with them at this fancy restaurant in rockwell. WOW. i love anj's parents. haha! :) go tita pinky and tito jojo! ohye. :)

well.. i'm tamad to post and i need to do my lit paper. haha. bye :D

THIS IS WHAT YOU CALL TIRING

2005-01-14T01:54:00.000-08:00

i wake up to the vibrating sound of the cellphone under my pillow. it was 4:00 am. still half asleep, i step into the bathroom to take a quick shower. i get out of the bathroom at 4:15 in my pe shirt, jazz pants and trainers. i went downstairs to heat my prepared lunch AND dinner. placed them in my metal lunchbox. i double checked my bag to see if everything i needed for that day was prepared. yep, it was all there. discman, check. extra clothes, check. flippies, check. flashlight, check. :) everything. i checked my watch. 4:45. i made great timing. off i went to school.

as i got there, i saw sir nuyda and ms maite waiting by the main gate. at first, i saw ally go down her car. mmmm. i was texting katee on the way there. hehe. :) as i got there, i saw sina saralou and sina doms. i sat with them first. i wasnt in the mood to make kulit, so i sat down, borrowed rav's pillow and listened to Spongecola in my discman. i saw chiara so i decided to chat with her. we talked about how annoying SOME cheerleaders could get (no offense to cheerleaders, we have absolutely nothing against you.) as we were talking i saw katee and carla coming na. so chiara and i decided to leave each other for a while. katee, carla and i made kwento about batman and our conference in y!m last night. we saw yabs and aina had arrived so we decided to take pictures. haha. The Incredibles. it was already 5:10 am so the lakbay kalikasan people decided to board the buses already. we had great team leaders by the way. anj wasn't there when we were boarding the bus, so we got pretty worried about her. we didn't want her to get left behind. that would be...sad. we were all worried when our team leaders were starting to orient us. then BAM! anj got into the bus with puffy eyes. it was sort of noticable that she just woke up. she told us she woke up at 5:20 am. it was already 5:45 am. yipes, anj.

"good morning everyone, i am kuya john john and this is ate joni. we are your team leaders for this day's trip in biak na bato, bulacan." our team leader, kuya johnjohn looked like macmac cardona with long hair. ate joni was really nice. while we were in the bus, some slept, some listened to their discmans (discmen?) and some just kept on talking. i was one of the people who were talking. hehe. not surprising. i sat beside aina in the bus. we were all in one area - me, aina, katee, carla, yabs and anikka. anj stayed at the back with sina saralou.

the trip going to bulacan was not very significant except we had a short stopover at mcdonalds. fun. picture picture.

we got to bulacan at around 9am i think. first we did some stretching, then we went to the first cave of the day. we went to the cave that served as the old filipinos' storage for supplies and food during the war. it was pretty cool, actually. the stalactites were nice! and scary. haha. :) ate joni said stuff about it first. after that, we got out of the cave and went on to the next one. the next one we went to was the hospital. pretty freaky. we found a bone there. actually, sina andi did. just got kinda freaked out when i saw it. one of our teachers confirmed that it was a bone, but it could be that of an animal's. there was something significant about that cave. it was the huge rock at the center of it. it was sparkling. they weren't exactly crystals or whatever. they were minerals. none of us were allowed to touch the rock, because they said that the natural oil from our palms could make the rock stop growing. i dont get the reason why, but.. oh well. let's just leave it at that. okay, on to the next cave...

we then went on to the ambush cave, the hardest one to get through. it was about 500 meters, and there was a part where you had to crawl. my classmate, doms, unfortunately hit her head on a stalactite (yan, kasi di pa gumapang eh! jke love you doms :)) but she was okay. i got pretty tired going through that cave. my back started to hurt, my toes were in pain, man. we got pretty worried about yabs for a while. but then she was okay. :) my palm was aching all throughout that part but i never got the chance to check it out. we went out of the cave, and i saw the little devil: it was a piece of wood i must've pressed on a rock.stupid splinter. tsk. on to the last cave... the last cave was pretty cool. open air, and everything. it served as the meeting place of the KKK people. cool kaya. :)

we went back to the bus after that to take our lunches. I ATE A LOT. tsk. how am i gnna get thinner now? sucky. anyway, we had a great time in the bus. words cant express all that we did there. haha. :)

after lunch, we all went to the biak na bato national park. first, we visited aguinaldo cave, which was submerged under water. it served as aguinaldo's office before. it was kinda cool, cause we got to swim inside. :) kuya john john told us a freaky story there, so we got kinda scared. we all kept on tripping on our teachers, especially our pe teacher. he swam with us kasi. we were splashing water everywhere! especially kuya john john when we wouldnt shut up. ate joni told us that somewhere inside that cave was aguinaldo's office table. i really wanted to go and check it out, but i was scared to go inside. katee sort of lost her balance there and ended up in kuya john john's arms. hahaha! katee kept on laughing at herself. after spending some time there, we all got out of the water. it was pretty weird, because our shirts were practically see-through, our jazz pants were madikit to our legs and we had water and pebbles inside our shoes. gross, actually but it was nature. in a way, it was beautiful. :)

we made our way to the paniki cave. it was a pretty long journey. unfortunately, we werent able to go inside because the ladder that would get us there got broken. tsktsktsk. so, we decided to go swim in the other river. the river was dirty because of the soil. it was at the same time fun because we played games and stuff. michelle and gerone were wrestling each other! :)) haha! funny! and katee lost her sock, to think that she was laughing at that thought prior to the incident. sad,katee! so we kept on laughing lang and stuff. it was fun. we had lots of picture taking there, so we all had wet looks. haha :)) funny.

we all felt very uncomfortable while walking back to the bus, so we asked ate joni if we could rinse ourselves first. she agreed to go back to aguinaldo cave, but unfortunately when we got there, section three was there. so first, we settled at the river. it was cool there, but there were lots of rocks and pebbles. yipes. katee and i sat by the pile of rocks by the river to clean our socks [well, my socks and her SOCK] and shoes. after that we decided to join anikka and the others to swim. so, yeah, we just swam. after that, section 3 left aguinaldo cave na. so ate joni gave us 5 mins to rinse off there. we were like water babies, man! we loved aguinaldo cave. hehe. we were the first ones there. its OUR territory. hehe, kidding. :) after that, it was time to leave, so.. we all went back to our buses.

we got the bus semi-clean. i guess all we had to do was just wipe our bodies first then change. we did that. (stuff that happened in the "changing time" will not be revealed.) since i wanted to feel fresh anevrathang, i just changed into my mfs shirt, shorts and flippies. i was the only one in pambahay! haahaaaaa!! :)) my feet were still dirty but there was no wash area. i had no choice but to pour alcohol on my tissue and wipe my feet with them. lol. it worked. my feet were squeaky clean after that. i slept for around 15mins. after i woke up, i became all hyper because of all the pastillas' i ate before i slept. a lot of people were telling me to shut up, but i just couldnt. i was singing with katee, aina and sam. one teacher woke up because of my voice. tsk. i need discipline.

we had another stopover in petron. we were begging sir nuyda to make us libre since he was an employee at starbucks. he disagreed [boo!]. its my birthday next thursday, sir!!! haha. carla, anikka and i bonded with sir santos in starbucks. we took pictures of him while sleeping! haha! i kept on teasing him to his ex! he was giving me the Loser sign while i gave him the mcdonalds sign [his ex's name starts with M] haha! :) tsk. well after that, we walked on to the bus since we had to leave in a couple of minutes. hehe.

on the way home, the trip went smoothly. ms gaite and sir santos got off the bus in edsa. carla was like "can i go na din i live in qc also!" haha! poor carla. from bulacan, to qc, to makati then back to qc. hay.

we got to school at around 7:15 pm. i looked for michelle and gerone since i was going home with them. i was going to be picked up at michelle's house at 8:30. on the way there, gerone got a text from katt. she said that barbie [almabis] was playing at saguijo at 10pm. gerone and i started to panic. michelle was definitely not going to be allowed, so we acted all depressed and stuff. didn't work.

we got to michelles place at quarter to 8. we decided to listen to music and EMOTE. well, the emoting got pretty serious that gerone and i actually slept over. i slept as early as 10 pm because i was so tired and i was "in pain". prior to that, miko called me. *gasp* conversation is confidential.

i woke up to the sound of someone in the bathroom at 6am. it was gerone, not surprising. hehe :)) i was forcing them not to sleep anymore cause i was leaving in two hours and that we should make the most out of it. hehe. so, they ended up not sleeping. we ate breakfast [we had to force michelle to get up] tapa, egg and fried rice. boy, was i stuffed! gerone ate cereals pa! yuck, takaw. hehe. :)

after that, we jammed a bit. we played around michelle's computer. went online. checked our ym's. checked our mails. listened to mp3s. practiced some songs because we were playing for our batch party. my mom called me up to confirm if i still needed clothes because we were eating out. i said yeah, and that we needed the bonggos and the kahon, too. yes! she agreed! hehe. we got the instruments and my clothes and started practicing again.

flash forward. we went to powerplant to have lunch with michelle's mom and sister. hehe. thank you tita carol for the FILLING lunch :D

denise taught me how to do the baby-freeze. its a breakdancing move. i learned it there but i practiced here at home. i can FINALLY do it! yay! :)

so i guess that ends my day...

can you believe im still alive? cause believe it or not, i even LEFT ALL MY CDS IN MICHELLE'S HOUSE.

THE SECRET ROCKER BOY

2005-01-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

it's weird how you feel that you've met the person you feel like you want to spend your life with, but you feel like you still want to be available to others. it's weird how in a second you fall inlove, and the next you fall out of love. it's odd how time changes people. it's weird how you fall inlove with someone, but just couldn't take another person off your mind. im no player, im just young. it's...just...weird.

i met someone. let's just call him the SRB [stands for secret rocker boy]. met him at this party i attended last saturday. i met him through a pretty good friend of mine. we never really talked during the event. just the generic, "hey, did you eat na?" or "where are you going to sit?" just the basic stuff. nothing really serious or anything.

sad to say, i never got to chat with him seriously. i never got the chance to know him personally, though he seemed like a very interesting and unique individual. within the duration of the party, i found out we had similar interests. he plays a bit of guitar [though cina-career ko :P], he likes pinoy rock [!!!], and so on. all throughout the whole thing, he seemed like a gentleman and a good friend. someone you really want to know.

i never got the chance to talk to him after that. until now, still no word from him. until now, thoughts of him enter my mind. could it be that i like him? no way. i cant just like someone i met for one night... right? or is there nothing wrong with it?

people said that while their band was playing, he kept glancing at me from time to time. like he'd pretend to look around and pause his eyes at me for idontknowhowlong and then go about with his business again. my friend told me that he told him that he likes me [say what?]. i dont know, really. im young, how should i know how to handle situations like this? should i be ashamed or proud of it? will it change other people's perspective about me? am i gullible?

OH MY. this is bad. VERY BAD. my friends know well enough that i am bad with words. BUT, i actually wrote a song about him. right now, i'm having a conference with my classmates. i actually wrote poetry. oh my. this world has gone mad.

he is the mystery i'll never solve,
the gift id never get the chance to open
the Gibson guitar i'll never afford
the mirror with no reflection
the hand i'll never hold
the food i'll never taste
the season that wont ever change
the evening that will never lead to a morning
an unfinished story

chapters unfinished
pen ran out of ink
torn, tattered pages
something i could never read.
something i'll never know anything about.
something that's out of my league.
something i'll never have...

see you soon, SRB. hope you're doing great. i wish you well. :)

JUST A FEW SONGS I'D LIKE TO POST HERE

2005-01-11T01:37:00.000-08:00

uhem. refer to title, please. :)

on the floor.Spongecola
the doorknob stares at me alone.will i open the door again?.i've seen this happening before.i've seen myself fall face first on the floor.crash and burn on the floor.so i turn, crash and burn.so used to lying on the floor, and now i'm sinking.unable to give anymore, and i'm sinking.forever envelops my days.gasping for air as i look for an escape.*blahblahblah*letter made to stay.i took one look away.so i turn, crash and burn on the floor.so i turn, crash and burn.so used to lying on the floor.and now i'm sinking.unable to give anymore.and now im sinking.the strong's too weak to burn the weak must be strong enough to leave and.cant function properly.not lying here, lyingh here.

prom.Sugarfree
nanginginig na mga kamay.puso kong hindi mapalagay.pwede ba kitang tabihan?.kahit na may iba ka nang kasama.eto na ang gabing di malilimutan.dahan dahan tayong nagtinginan.parang atin ang gabi.para bang wala tayong katabi.at tayo'y sumayaw.na parang hindi na tayo bibitaw.bibitaw.nalalasing sa yong tingin.di malaman laman ang gagawin.at habang lumalalim ang gabi ay lumalapit ang ating mga labi.eto na ang gabing di malilimutan.tayoy naglakad ng dahan dahan.parang atin ang gabi para bang wala tayong katabi.at tayoy sumayaw.na parang di na tayo bibitaw.matapos man ang sayaw, pangakong di ka bibitaw.

will i run? even if i'm losing hours. will i run to you? even if im losing hours of sleep. today!!! :)

laboness. post again tomorrow. ciao :)

BLACK

2005-01-10T02:22:00.000-08:00

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written by: carisa :D

it was when i walked in, i saw you
you were wearing black, it took over me too soon
stolen glances during dinner time
you smiled
it took me on a high

you talked to me
i talked to you
oh this feeling is just so brand new
we then walked under the dark blue sky
and then you asked me... would you be mine?

chorus:

what can i say
you took my breath away
that time
when you locked your fingers with mine
how could i just turn away from your smile?
what can i say
i love you more and more each day

...to be continued. :)

SCHOOL ONCE AGAIN

2005-01-05T03:00:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. there's nothing new. school started [rrr!] last monday, jan3. how early, man!:(

well, what's there to say? school [as usual] has been nothing but a COMPLETE burden on my shoulder.

last monday, we received the results of our final exams. the ones we took before we went on vacation. hmm.. my scores are average. my highest is grammar. oh yeah! haha! :) actually, i feel better now knowing i passed social studies and science! ack! x) hmm.. what else.. i got pretty low in filipino, surprisingly, because my best subject is fil. hay. i hate this! even math! i love math soo much! screw the problem solving part of our test. :( screw it.

we basically had free time last monday and tuesday. the real work began today. wow, what a great way to start the day! i went to school extra early today. the car was banned and our driver was sick so i had no choice but to wake up early cause my mom was bringing me to school. [woaaah.LONG sentence.:P] i get to school and see saralou,gel,auti, and ally. geri arrived a few minutes after i came. haha! we were all just talking about random things. gel and i started singing the chorus of "vertigo" by u2. we didnt understand some of the words so we substituted them with "blahblahblahs" and gibberish words. lol. haha! :) i brought my acoustic guitar today. carla told me to bring it cause i had to play for our paraliturgy, and micho told me to bring it para we could jam. haha! :D

haha. we had math after our morning talk. JOY. we learned more about exponents. sucky topic! its soo confusing! our homeworks (emphasize the S) were heavy! annoying! rrr. moving on, we had science after. RAR! galing noh? science and math. great way to go insane. good thing i had grapes for breakfast this morning. we didnt do much again in science. we were just left with some research work to do. rar. then, we had recess. i headed over to the 1-4 classroom where my barkada was. we "jammed". played a lot of kitchie and sugarfree songs [we're HUGE fans]. ingga and franny of athanasia[one cool freshman band] jammed with us a bit too. i didnt eat AGAIN for recess. roar. im on this diet thing. gained weight over the christmas break.

we had double lit. we got our test results. i got an okay score. not high, not low. haha! :) cool mehn. then we had filipino. then lunch. again, i didn't eat anything. i just drank monica yupangco's leftover teazers. i wasnt that hungry anyway. guess the grapes didnt digest YET. EWW! haha! :)

hmm.. im not gonna dwell on EVERYTHING that happened today. i'm gonna end this entry soon. well, after i post lyrics of some of my favorite songs. :)

maiiwasan ba, ang bawat sandali'y ika'y laman ng isip ko, ngayo'y lilipas nang hindi kita nasisilayan. nararapat bang pigilan ang damdamin na lalong mahulog sa iyo?

now i dont understand, why i'm feeling so bad now when i know it was my idea. i could've just denied the truth and lied, why am i the only one standing stranded on this same ground...

let me know if i'm doing this right, let me know if my grip's too tight, let me know if i can stay all of my life. let me know if dreams can come true, let me know if this one's yours too cause i see it, oh, and i feel it, right here.:) and i feel you, right here. :)

why cant you see me like i see you? cant you feel me like i feel you? cant you be with me tonight?

nagpapaalam na sa yo ang aking kwarto..

i plead for you, like a new tattoo in, my heart you'll stay.. permanent..

pano na lang ako kung wala ka? sinta. :)

NEW YEAR

2005-01-01T09:36:00.000-08:00
hmm.. well, not much to say about new year. except for the fact that i spent one-fourth of the time in my room. disappointed.

i wanted to go to the fort for new year's eve because all the nice bands'll be there. well, they would be after their performance in paseo. and gerone, my best friend would be there. [shes a girl, okay?] yeah, so there. we talked at around 12noon. she made me kwento stuff about kitchie. haha! well, thats what we talk about lang naman eh. bands, music, bands, music, concerts, meeting people, etc. we just couldnt get enough of it. our barkada's so coooool kaya! :) haha! we have connections to Sugarfree [we all know Jal, the bassist], Kitchie Nadal [gerone&michelle], 6 Cycle Mind [gerone&i met them thru abe [love you abe!]] and we met barbie's cradle na! :) haha! woot! i love my kada. we all have the same passion for music. well anyway, moving on, there. gerone was making me sama to the religious thingy that kitchie was attending today. gerone had to give her something. unfortunately, my cousin's birthday party was today, so i wouldn't be able to make it. well, yeah, there.

my dad told me we'd be going to paseo [darn!]. well, it wasn't that bad when we got there.

we got there when barbie's cradle was playing. it was 11:15 pm. the whole paseo de roxas was filled with people, man! you should've seen it. all the people were in the streets! it was like one big party. there were a lot of foreigners too. unfortunately, i didnt see anyone i know. i saw my sister's friend tho, tj. met him at my sister's surprise party. yun, greet greet. haha! there. after BC, parokya ni edgar played. rrr! no offense, pero nakakasawa na sila. haha! :) theyve been popular since i dont know when! haha! :) they're known for their funny lyrics and hirits. haha! there. :)

the countdown began.

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :)

the fireworks display was just...breathtaking. totally swept me off my feet. we took a lot of pictures, but the fireworks arent clearly seen. they were like little fireflies in the sky [pumba! :D]. some were so big that you think it's gonna come down from the sky and get you. the colors were amazing. i was staring at the sky for about 10 mins. it was awesome, really. the moon wasn't seen anymore cause of all the smoke the fireworks were producing. tsktsktsk! everyone was saying, "woooow" whenever the big ones would explode. GRABE TALAGA. snaps for ayala! woohoo! haha! :)

prior to the fireworks display, i received a text message from "my past." he said:

"cn i ask fr ur prmsn if i cn cort *toot*? nd f we cd jst b gud frnds frm nw on? i thnk m faln 4 hr.. pls dnt be mad at me.."
*my friend's name will not be revealed for security purposes. :)

kulang na lang mahulog ko yung phone ko. not because i was angry at my friend, but because i was angry at him. i was like, in total shock. 5 days ago, he told me he still felt something for me. and that he wanted me back. needed me back. well, that was all crap. too bad im not stupid ANYMORE to fall for it. :D i didnt even know that he texts my friend. well, i admit, i was a bit disappointed when my friend didnt tell me. she later told me that she didnt because she thought it would ruin our friendship. well, I WILL NOT LET ANYONE GET IN THE WAY OF MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE ESPECIALLY MY FRIENDS.

i hate him now. he's never gonna be a good friend of mine. i will never consider him a friend anymore. i've never felt so much hatred in me. i can't believe it. im actually mad at him. i was never mad at him, you know. that's how much i cared for him. but this time, i've had enough. i'm a person too. i have feelings. and he was taking advantage of my kindness. sorry to say, but i hate you, miko. thanks for ruining my new year.

well anyway, i got that off my mind A BIT last night. when kitchie performed, i felt much better. :) after kitchie, another unknown band performed. orange and lemons. they were like the beatles [i love the beatles...and so does my dad] so my dad and i were pretty hooked while they were on stage. UNFORTUNATELY AGAIN, we had to leave before spongecola performed because of my sister. >;( the moment i got home, i went upstairs right away. put my kitchie cd in my player, turn up the volume and went to bed. well, i didn't sleep yet. but there. i wont tell you guys anything else, but when i got up this morning, my eyes were swollen. there, hint na yon. :)

haha.

well, today, not much happened. just went to my cousin's house cause it's her birthday today! :) happy birthday, dinnie! bonded a lot with my cousins today. especially with dinnie, duh. haha! :) we finally talked again. as in heart to heart. turns out she has this model suitor and shes thinking of saying yes to him. yihee! haha! well, there. i told her about G, too. she felt happy for me and she wanted to meet him. haha! funny. :) speaking of G, i talked to him for a while kanina. hmm..kinda missed that pangetpayatotboy. haha! :)

well..there's not much to say anymore..and i gotta go check my friendster pa! haha! goodnyt everyone. happy new year. i love you all! :)

WHAT!?

2004-12-30T09:58:00.000-08:00
today and yesterday, i found myself in powerplant. AGAIN.

YESTERDAY

was bored to death at home. i had to get outta here. so, i invited my parents to accompany me watch a movie at powerplant. heard they wanted to watch mano po 3 so there. it was settled: my date with my folks at powerplant.:D sounded like a pretty interesting night.

got kinda worried cause i wasnt sure of the schedule of the movies. well, there. paulo called me up 10mins bfore i had to leave. well..before you knew it, 10 mins have passed and i had to go. i think pau didn't think i was serious about going to power. haha! poor you. i was dead serious. labo! :D

okay. i get to powerplant at 7:30. found out mano po was showing at 7:40. abot pa! haha! so my dad bought us tickets and my mom and i decided to line up for the foooood. haha! :) we got popcorn. duh. haha! :) so there.

the movie wasn't bad at all. i dont have to wonder why it won best film. the plot was very well thought of. vilma santos is getting old. you should watch the movie for yourself. haha. :) well, it's worth your money anyway. :)

i saw paula in the moviehouse with her mom. haha! funny nga eh. we were just chatting yesterday if the powerplant gimmick with sina gerone wud push through today pero she said she had plans na daw. BADUUUY! you ditched us to watch a movie with your mom! kidding. haha. dont get me wrong. there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. :)

okayyyy..time to go home!

met my dad downstairs cause he got something at breadtalk. okay. so we gooo too the parking loooot. tadaaaaah! my dad forgot where he parked the car. ang saya. so there. we were looking for it for about 15 minutes. the construction workers there must've thought we were from the province or something. haha! :) gosh, i felt so dumb there! so we went up again to check if we were on the right level. *ting!* reality hits me.

me: dad?
dad: yep?
me: we're on the wrong side of the parking lot..

*awkward silence*

dad: yea nga noh. hahaha!!

omeegassss! haha! :) we were on the wrong side!! hah! stewpid. we were all so sleepy to notice! haha! but it's okay. it's been a while since i had a good laugh anyway.

TODAY

mom and i planned to go to rockwell after watching the mmff awards last night. the film by cesar montano won lots of awards so we agreed to watch that today. when we got to power, the flick wasn't there anymore. instead it was replaced with "so happy together". haha! that was the film we really wanted to watch! oh yes. bonding bonding. so we got tickets for the 7:50 showing and decided to kill time by going around first.

i remember bringing my christmas money along with me in case i wanted to buy anything. tadaaa! i just remembered i HAD to buy kitchie's cd since i dont have it yet. so ayun. i bought. haha! :) i saw some people today. missed sila louisa though. they were there earlier that day.

so i watched the movie. seventh graders[sina mandi] were in front of us. so yun. hello hello. haha! :) the movie was hilarious! it had a great ending, too. it proved that friendship COULD last forever. i liked the movie. so did my mom. haha! :) it was just funny. im sure of that. ;)

well i guess that ends my day.. new year's eve na pala. haha! :)

advanced happy new year, everyone. :)

POWERPLANT

2004-12-27T04:23:00.000-08:00
my feet are killing me. no, it's not funny.

someone was calling my phone. it was mons asking me who were going today. "paulo,gelo,dj and bernard." she asked me because she was gonna buy tickets na for the movie. we were watching spirit of the glass. blurrf. :D

G texts me exactly when i set foot in powerplant. haha..mons told me they were in AV surfer so i told them to wait for me there. i saw bernard in front of av surfer but he wasnt going in. so i was like, "wheres mons??" he goes "iunno." so i call her up and yun..she told me to go in. haha. how ignorant of me :)) blerf.

then there. walk around lang. gago-ing, gago-ing. not much happened actually. the movie sucked[sorry! marvin agustin isn't scary enough to be a ghost.] so that was a bust. :P i wanted to watch sigaw kasi! :( mons got badtrip at bernard. tsksk. bernie kasi!!! bad bernie, bad.

saw lotsa people today. kim was there. with her friends. haha! :) i saw this 3rd year girl. i saw gio limjoco [x(]. i saw colleen. :) err..4th year people. haha! :)

hmm..what else..wee! :) im happpyyyyy. x) haha! fun fun day.

we met up with honey and saralou. met honey's mom na. coolness! haha! :D then we all went to mcdo cause the guys were hungry. louisa and i took advantage of dj's generosity. instead of him being the one who's full since he bought the food, kami ni louisa yung nabusog. haha! :) as dj would say, "bastos tong mga batang to ah!" haha! :D whatever, dj. :P G wasn't that noisy kanina. he seemed so quiet. also pau! haha! when i asked G why, he was like.. "i dont know how im gonna go home!" aww!! he was like a kid! haha! :) pau seemed quiet. he never told me why. tsktsk. haha! :)

mons and louisa left early today for they had cheer practice in bel-air. honey and saralou met up with honey's mom again. demmet. i was the only girl. haha! 3 guys and a girl. but it's no biggy. i consider myself one of the boys since im gago and stuff so it didnt really matter. :) haha dj and i had a good laugh when we kept making fun of the fact that paulo wouldnt say ANYTHING! hahaha! :) and we were posing para mahalata ng picture card dude na gusto namin magpapic! haha! :)) none of us had the guts to tell him cause...he has BO. aaaaack!

G had to leave. so yun. bye bye bye. haha! :) 2 to 1. haha! :) pau dj and i just kept walking around man! haha! :) hay nako..we met up AGAIN with honey and saralou. talked a bit then they had to go. haha :)) my mom texted me. she told me to go down na. so there. until now [9:13 pm] sila dj are still there watching enteng kabisote. haha! :)) absholes.

ayyunnnn..that ends my day. GGGGGGGGGGGGGG. haha! gaga. :P

til next time :D

MY CHRISTMAS

2004-12-25T16:45:00.000-08:00
my christmas wasn't as fun as the ones i've had before. it's so weird.

i'm not ranting about not getting what i really wanted this christmas. it's just that..everything's different. the bond of the family's just like..i dont know..different..i mean, yeah, we did bond a lot but last year was..well, more fun. we didn't laugh as much, didn't joke around as much, didn't take pictures as much as last year. sucky! but it's alright. just think of the fact that your family was complete. hehe. :D

for christmas eve, we went south to my province, the place where i grew up -- Cavite. haha! :D yep! but before that, my family and i went to market market for all the last minute christmas shopping. hehe. it was fun. my mom, my sister and i went around the fashion market thing and saw lotsa stuff..but we didn't have time to shop for our own stuff so we decided to just come back next week. haha! yeahhhh..my sister [duh] bought stuff there. tss. my sister. never contented with what she has.

after that, we decided to pick up the sushi platter! yey! sushi! i labs syusi. hah!:D there. after that, we headed to cavite na. haha! when we got there, yun..we bonded with the cousins. gio's soo cute na! aaaaccckkk! kyootie pie! haha! :) dugdug. gelyn's growing taller too. i mean, shes my age. why wouldnt she grow tall, right? hah! ..then how come im not growing?! lol. ian's..well, still ian. ines' growing taller, too. hehe. we were all just watching home alone and home alone 2 on star movies. haha! funny nga eh.

then we ate..and ate..and ate. haha! i was so full, man! all the food was just settled on my stomach! hmm..sad. well, at least i'm kinda happy to know that i only weigh 118 pounds when i'm full.. hey! that's normal! hehe. and when i'm not full, im 112. yep. i think. yeah. haha! whoaaa. that was way too much info for an online blog, don't you think? roar. i don't really care. hehe. labo :P

well..yep. my dad kinda felt sleepy [at 2am. not surprising.] so they decided to check up on our old house first to see if everything's clean and stuff. i decided to tag along with them. the moment we stepped inside the house, i felt like i was going down memory lane. i went into my old room and saw ALL my stuffed toys, notebooks, clothes, everything! i saw rocky[my stuffed dog], rocky's girlfriend[didn't have a name for it..basta, it was an orange dog. HAHA!!], katie[my small,pink bear], bj[katie's boyfriend], todd[my other bear], emily[ANOTHER bear], elmo[im sure you guys know elmo] etc. gosh, i missed them. haha! lame :) but still..it was fun remembering all the stuff i did when i was little.

there..after that, we drove home. haha! :)

woke up at around 1:30pm. parents got home around 3pm, disappointed because my sister and i weren't dressed yet. we told our lolo we'd be there by 3:30, but ended up getting there at quarter to 5. yummy food! haha! :) well, yeah. dinnie has a new phone. lalang. fun. :D

we just bonded a bit more..then eating time! gosh..guess what my tita brought...SUSHI!!! ACK! she's the master of all sushi makers! haha! :) she rocks. haha! that's mostly everything i ate. i ate alotta sushi. haha! :)

well..not much to tell anymore..didn't receive much, but that's okay. it's the thought that counts right? haha! :)

:D

INUMAN

2004-12-20T23:24:00.000-08:00
first of all, i'd like to thank geri for the wonderful inuman session and gerone for inviting me. :D

my driver felt kinda sick last night so i had to tell michelle and gerone that i cant bring them to merville anymore. because of that, gerone went all ballistic because she had no way home. i felt bad for her [haha] so i asked my driver if he could still drive us there. he said he feels okay naman, so there, i told them i could bring them. yipes, another problem. MICHELLE WASNT ALLOWED. so again, i had doubts about going. result? gerone going all ballistic again. after 6 consecutive times of asking permission from her mom, michelle was allowed. yes, we were all going. :D

in the car, we were getting all psyched up because this was the first time the 3 of us would really bond again [im sure some people would get it.]. :P they said the party would start at 7:30 and when we checked our watches, it was already 8:15. michelle wanted to cry cause we were leaving at 11pm. haha! :D well, there. when we got there, we saw geri, stefi, nico, andi, gabby and gabe. not much people yet so that was a good sign. :D there, greet greet. haha! gabe #69 handed me sanmig light. i was like, "ack! im not gonna drink much tonight." oh yeah? think again, loser! haha!

well, yea, i DIDNT drink much.. i just drank rhum coke.. a lot of rhum coke. haha! :) i met lots of new people too like this girl named tanya who's from my school but we never really talked soo.. yun! haha! shes the friend of bea, which was my friend waaaay back in gr5.. haha! :)

i got tipsy..a bit. well, basta! i was soo hyper! haha! :) i cant wait to see the pictures. we were soo vain! and gerone kept on blocking our faces with the hand thing and anything she could block our faces with! like barbeque! speaking of barbeque, the food was soo good. i was stuffed like a thanksgiving turkey. haha! :D what a comparison. :D

sarap the beef thing with the bacon wrapped around it.. grabe, last night was soo soo soo fun.haha! :) i just couldnt imagine how fun it would be if arie didn't leave for the states. i miss ariebabes. haha! :) what a fun night.

hmm.. how would our joint party [gerone and i] be like kaya? ahahaha!! :D bands, baby, bands.:D

woot! i woke up with a hangover. yipes! i washed my face, and i was still pale. daym! as i went down to have lunch [or brunch, whatever], i heard my sister screaming at someone who was on the other line. duh, sino pa ba? eh di.. si.. yuck. turns out he brought a girl home to meet his family. what a player! after what they did to my sister? tss. daym. pabby, you're an a**.

haha! :D well, there. grrr. i dont think im going out for the rest of the christmas break na. ive had enough gimmicks. thursday, mcdo party and powerplant. friday, powerplant. saturday, galle and lsgh fair. monday, inuman. WOW. exagge ba? hehe. i need rest.

everybody, 1,2 step. we have got to get it on.

SOORBEYY

2004-12-19T07:31:00.000-08:00
haha! surveeeeey. :D

I LOVE... my family, my friends, God, sports, music and G. :D
I NEED... distortion for my guitar. :(
I WANT... nothing else, because i'm pretty much satisfied with what i have. :D
I'M THINKING OF... what else to write in here. :)
I AM... a girl i guess. :D
I SAW... daffy duck on tv! haha!
I WASHED... my face before going to mass. :D
I BRUSHED... my hair? haha! :D
I MADE... a complete fool of myself yesterday! haha!
I'M FULL OF... crap. haha! :D
I LIKE... G! haha! i like lots of things.. haha!
I DO... not like cockroaches. woot! and all the other creepy crawlies. lol.
I DIG... it. haha! :D
I DON'T... give a damn! woot! laboful. :D
I ALWAYS... pray! haha! holy..
I WISH... that all my wishes would come true. *crosses fingers*
I SCRAPED... dandruff off my scalp. eww! yuck!!! i hope you guys know i'm kidding! haha! :)
I JUST... wanna talk to someone. :(
I LACK... discipline. :(

FAVORITE:
COLOR... blue! wait, green! no..pink, yellow, red! ack! :P
PART OF YOUR BODY... my cheeks? haha. they're huge.
TV SHOW... mtb ang saya saya!...not. :P ETC shows! :D
INSTRUMENT... guitar! woot! i wanna learn how to play the drums though.. :D
SONG... well, a lot. any song by Sugarfree, Spongecola and other pinoy rock bands \m/
NUMBER... 7 [for some reason] :SCHOOL... haha. kala mo???
ANIMAL... ack! dogs! :D rufffff.. haha!
DRINK... melon vodka and sanmiglight. :D oh wait. H20!!
SUBJECT... math! im not good at it, though. PE! haha! what else.. sci lab! kidding! haha! :)
TEACHER... none. haha. all of them hate me. :)
FRUIT... yellow mangoes! great for shakes. :D
CARTOON CHARACTER... uhh, i seldom watch cartoons..
HANGOUT... power,g4,gb.. galle? haha! :)
GET UP... shirt, pants, white belt and flipflops. :D
PLACE... bora.. :(
NAME... G's name! haha! my name, carisa.:))

okayyyyy..i made this survey out of boredom but you are free to copy it.. just as long as u mention my name and my blog in your site, okay? love ya. haha! :D

i loveeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuu..:D

A REALLY POINTLESS POST

2004-12-18T23:52:00.000-08:00
this day will be completely useless and boring. i can tell. :D

haha! i'm not going anywhere today, except Maga to hear mass at 9pm. woot! :D i'm holy. haha. well anyway, G and i talked yesterday. he seemed really sleepy and tired (nyerr.. it was 1:30 am! haha!) :P well, we didn't talk about a lot of stuff. most of the time we were quiet. well, not quiet since i was listening to my cds and he was just there listening. :D woot! what a useless conversation, dont you think? lol.

Gerone told me about this gig we might have. MIGHT have. haha!:D shyet, pak, i'm so excited.. ahaha! it has something to do with this frat party and.. yeah.. there! haha! :D excitement.. woot! mons texted me yesterday while i was watching Honey with G and she told me she'd be the vocalist daw, since anna's out of the country. bet she'll kick our asses once she knows. well anyway we aren't doing anything wrong soo.. yeah! haha! :D

hmm.. yep.. haha!

well.. in case you're wondering why we're having this "gig", it's cause we have a band! wooot..! bluuug. haha! well, yeah, there. we don't have a name YET [well, actually we do except it's really funny. haha! not funny ha-ha, but funny weird funny. getch?]. haha! someone give us a paking name! haha! :D hmm.. okay, so the band members are me (rhythm or lead in some songs [yes, i play the guitar]), michelle (same as me), gerone (percussion) and anna..or as of now, mons! hehe. :D vocals.

hmm.. there's nothing more to write in here.. what can i say pa.. grr! i'm so bored..

i dont really feel the christmas spirit this year.. heck, i just feel the christmas breeze. this country's experiencing (still) a fiscal crisis. a lot of people are dying. yipes! (condolences to their families.) haaay. screw this. this is the most depressing christmas i've ever experienced. although all this is happening, we shouldn't forget the true meaning of christmas. christmas doesnt mean giving and receiving gifts. it doesnt mean you can party 24/7. this day marks the birthday of Jesus, and NO ONE should ever forget about that. i guess i'm guilty of being ignorant enough to just realize that this christmas. dang, my 14th christmas. woot.

speaking of my 14th christmas (ack! i cant stop typing anymore!), in less than a month, i'm turning FIFTEEN. NOOOOO!!! :( i'm getting a year older! that's not good! yipes. haha! oh well, no diff anyway. people are just gonna ask me stupid stuff! for example: "did you repeat ba?" and the like. ack, not my fault i was born late january people. haha! well, i guess one advantage for my birthday this year would be people making me libre in the ADMU HS fair! which is one day after my birthday. (YES GIO, IM REFERRING TO YOU.:P) haha! hmm..im looking forward to seeing my friends na! i havent seen them in a long time! haha! :)

woot. post again later.

SURVEY (BOREDOM!!)

2004-12-18T08:12:00.000-08:00
1. five colors that you like the most:
-- blue black pink yellow green! :D

2. wat do u treasure in ur wallet?
-- pictures definitely..movie tickets, concert tickets..everything! :D

3. pierced on?
-- what??? haha! :D

4. person u always wanted to spend time w/
-- G. :D

5. ur wearing what today?
-- black shirt, jeans, flippies! :D

7. name of ur ex's?
-- ****, ***. :P

8 fruits u usually crave for
-- fresh mangoes! yellow ones, okay? :D

9. veggies that u dont eat? cause ur allergic,
or u just don't want them in ur plate..
-- heeeey, i love veggies!! :P

10. ur last drink was:
-- well, water! hehe! :D nothing beats water.

11. hangouts:
-- power..uhh, micho's house..haha! :D

12. 6 things u'll bring in a strange island with
ur friends..
-- cds! a huge sound system! food! G! :D clothes and my cellphone.. :D

13. your wish for your next bday:
-- a mini concert. yey! :D

14. What's on your bedside table?
-- my radio. :D

15. What's the geekiest part of your music
collection?
-- wala. i dont pick geeky cds. :P

16. What do you eat or drink when you raid
your fridge at night?
-- pizza..haha! :D

17. What is your secret guaranteed weeping
film?
-- anything by disney.. lion king! daym! :(

18. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
-- err. :P

19. Do you ever have to beg?
-- nope. :D

20. Who should play you in a movie about
your life?
-- kitchie nadal! woot labo. :D

21. What do you miss most about being little?
-- growing up in the province, and everything else. :D

22. Are you happy with your given name?
-- guess so, yeah. :D

23. Have you ever been in a school play?
-- nope! not into theatre. :P

24. Have you ever been in love?
-- yep.right now i am. :) love you, G! haha! :D

25. Do you like yourself and believe in
yourself?
-- of course! though i am not born attractive, im pretty much contented with myself. :D

26. Do you think you're cute?
-- nah. i look like a siopao. siopaos are NOT cute. :P theyre just..white..

27. Do you consider yourself a nice person?
-- i guess so. i love making friends! :D

WHAT A DAY

2004-12-18T06:38:00.000-08:00
eeeek! 3:45. he isn't answering his phone.. okay, time to panic, then.

i was already in edsa, in front of the new robinson's thing when i started texting my friend about his whereabouts at that time. we agreed to meet at Auntie Anne's at 4:00 but he wasn't replying nor picking up. PANIC! oh well. he texted me after 5 mins of my panic status so i figured everything would be okay.. i mean, im not the galle type of girl and i would definitely break down if i were left there ALONE.

okay, i admit, i had a hard time looking for our meeting place.. but, i saw it na! hehe. he was already walking towards me na pala, i didnt notice.. hehe. :) his hair wasn't like the one yesterday.. his hair was totally weird! but cute. haha! :) we started talking and talking.. just bonding there.. hehe. we decided to watch honey, starring jessica alba. woot! nag advertise daw! haha! :) then there. details will NOT be revealed AGAIN. nothing happened anyway. we just enjoyed watching the movie! :) "we are peoples." haha!

after spending around 2 hours in that freezer-like moviehouse, we texted his friends and asked them if they were still in la salle. well, none of them replied so heck, we decided to get our butts down there. haha! :) well, i wont really tell you guys how we got there, but we got there SAFE AND SOUND. i was trembling, still, though. haha! :D nice oneeee. anyway, there. we texted pau, dj and bernard. bernie left na pala. so pau saw us and we met up with him and dj. he introduced me to jed. errr. haha! :) i saw sam there, too! castro and melgarejo! :) i havent seen those 2 chicks in a while! so..we kinda talked a bit [sam loves josef! haha! :))] and she introduced me to their friends.. nikka, anita and.. wait.. uhh.. i forgot! well anyway, there. mmm..what else.. nothing really happened there. we were just walking round and stuff.

it was time for goodbye after spending around 5hours with my friend. ACCKKK! i hate goodbyes! haha! something unexpected happened when we hugged [again, no revelations.] haha! :D thats for me, my friend and pau to know and for you guys to find out. haha! well, ya there!

hmm.. i guess i've covered everything up. what a happy day.

i love you, my dear friend. you know who you are. :D

NEW BLOG FOR ME :D

2004-12-17T21:46:00.000-08:00
hmm.. okay! new blog! hehe! :)

well there's not much to say in here since it's still 2pm and nothing has happened yet.. but im going to galleria later on and check out the stuff there.. gonna meet up with my friend too so.. yep! details when i post tonight. :D

i got kinda tipsy last night, thanks to my sister. well, not really tipsy.. more of.. dizzy, i guess.. you should ask jal cause i was still chatting with him and i kept committing typographical errors! haha! dang. typos nalang noh. haha! :)

what else..my sister was hella drunk. she kept throwing things around! her friends just kept on laughing at her.. yipes! melon vodka's good. yum yum. hehe!:D

well..theres not much to say here..so..later! :D